So I am without internet for a while, so no updates for me for at least 6 months or more. Maybe by then I will actually have something to write about, not much going on just work anyways.

Memories

Well I was going to post a little something about some of the greatest people in my life that have passed away and I started with my Granny. I posted a huge thing of everything I remembered and now its gone. Sad. I hope its going to show up because it told me it published succesfully but now its gone. I am working graves and there is Nothing happening so what better to do than walk down memory lane? :) So sometime in the near future I will write about my Gramps, Granny, Grandma Haws and whoever else I feel like. lol. I feel like I need to write these things down to help me remember and to not ever forget some of the things I used to do with these people that I loved so much. I will have to add pictures too sometime of them, when I find all my pictures.

Have you ever wondered why there are so many decisions in life to be made?? Oh ya. . . Its supposed to make you stronger! Ha I say. It just stresses me out. I know everything will work out in the end and it usually does, but while you are in the middle of it, it doesnt seem like it. Decisions are not a bad thing at all and I am so not complaining. Its kind of exciting to start new and have new things happen. I just wonder sometimes if I have made the wrong ones and thats why certain things in life are taking so long to happen (perception thing I suppose) or gone for good. I have learned lots of things in my years and I am sure going to learn lots of things in years to come. I cannot have regrets for the decisions that I have made or the mistakes that I have made, just live it and love it and look forward to it. So bring it on! :)

Bad day

Yes yesterday was a bad day. Well I guess it could have been worse. I started off with getting all my laundry folded and put away, that was a good thing. Then I decided that I needed to go running, so I get ready and go down to the gym at the apts and someone else is on the treadmill. And if you know me you know that I will NOT work out in the same room as someone else, so I decide that it is pretty nice outside so I go get my Ipod instead of the MP3 player that I had with me and start off down the road. Bad decision, not even very far into it (I am not even going to say how far I didnt get) Its quite embarrassing. Well i was just listening to my Ipod thinking of who knows what not paying attention to cracks and the sidewalk and then I am on the ground, my hands burning, not able to breath and my knee killing me. Great. After a couple minutes of sitting there trying to get my breath back, I get up and go back to my house. Very painful walk I might add. Then I look at the damage which is already swollen and bruised. Nice. Well after walking on my knee that I did break about 10 yrs ago for a couple days thinking I just sprained it and with this knee being swollen and bruised already I decide I better go get it checked out. Of course the Dr cant get me in until almost 4pm and its 1030am I didnt want to wait so I ice it for a while then go to the ER. My grandma came and took me since I wasnt putting weight on it and didnt know what I did to it or what the Dr. would do. Well needless to say I am glad I could give those Drs a laugh and the nurses their daily dose of laughter, I left with a very bruised/swollen knee but nothing broken. Good thing nothing is broke but I seriously hurt. So I go home and get some sleep while icing my knee because I still have to go to work that night too. I needed to go to the store to get stuff for dinners while I am at work this weekend and when I get home, I lock my keys in my car. Awesome. So a call to the Sheriffs office to have them send someone over to unlock my car. I get ready to go to work. And that ends it, well kinda. Mostly now hopefully I can get some sleep today because I am already so sore everywhere from biffing it on the lovely sidewalk. By now I know you are laughing at my wonderful skills I had today, and dont worry I am too. I can just see myself falling down and I am sure I looked pretty graceful doing it. I will stick to the treadmill and just walking for a while now. :)

Dear Snow,
Please go away! It has been a long 4months with you here. It is March which means its about time for you to melt and fill the lakes and rivers with your icy cold melt off. But yet you keep on coming with no end in sight. Just last weekend we got 12 new inches. Which keeps me busy at work and stressing out on the way home. You are beautiful but until you learn to not snow on the roads, please stay away until next winter.
Sincerely,
Me :)

No I really am thankful for the moisture that the snow brings but winter just drags on for way too long up here. I guess I need to become a snowbird. But I dont know anyone who will hire someone for only 4-5 months and I need to be a little more stable than that. So I will just stay here for the time being and endure the long winters and the constant snow.